Until now I never knew how much I need to get away from this town. Thanks goodness that will happen in just a few weeks. Neither did I know that facts from the past would hurt me as much as it does now. I have no strength to fight it mostly because I know that if I swallow my pride and did something I would hate myself for, I might as well ask someone to stab me in my face. This time I just want to escape from it all and find time for myself, have nothing to worry about and just be. I wish it could come sooner. I hate this, I really do but what do I do when I currently cannot accept nor solve anything? Disturbing this is indeed.
//c_Cae; why do people insist on barging in when one needs time alone?